The Bubble

I feel weird this morning, very weird. Um, like out of sorts. Restless, I may say. May be that is the reason, I showed up late to work. I feel like taking a nap. Not sure, if I feel like writing too. I wonder why?! Okay, I have already wasted a lot of my time thinking about this and I don’t want to do that during my time here in ‘this side of my world’. And thinking the same, I kept reading my blog posts… Again and again! (Yes, I do that… and very often. Go on. Call me a loser, narcissist, whatever you like… (May be I am all that. :P So I will not argue). Alright, so I was reading my posts and I found that as much as I am writing these days, I think there is a, certain quality deterioration in my writing, I guess. I don’t want to get into the reasons of how or why that may be. But I did not feel content about my writing after The Beach Pebble post. I somehow didn’t see any character or life in my writing thereafter. And I wonder if any of you will. Just as I was thinking this, that same visitor viewed my page. This is his second view for the day. The first was at 10:30am while the second says “Now”. Meaning, he is looking at my page right now, as we speak! This has been happening since a couple of weeks now. I got interested and I checked the IP address and country details few days ago(Surprisingly, we have viewers from other parts of the world too! YAY!! I am famous!), and I am quite sure that it is the same person who is viewing the page multiple times… in a day! I have been tracking his time, you know, understanding at what time he views my page daily. He sticks to a routine, the disciplined kind, I guess - Once in the morning, then just before the lunch time (like right now) and lastly at around 4-6pm. We both are viewing my page at the same time for the last few days. I wonder if there is any way I could find out where exactly is the viewer at? God! What? Why are you giving me that look?! What, did you just ask me who the real stalker is here??

Huh!! How dare you! You think I am stalking my admirer? What? No! I was just a little curious and soon got interested in his style and now that I have plenty of time for myself. I thought I will try and find out who it is. What? This makes your caring narrator sound like the creepy, lonely, evil narrator? Give me a break! Come on! I am pretty sure that I make this sound less creepy and more adorable.  No? Meh! You just cannot see it yet. You will grow on me I am sure.

See, this is exactly what I was talking about – The quality of my writing is declining. I probably don’t have anything interesting to say and made you stay here and read about ‘the Admirer’ (Okay, okay, it is Stalker and it is me! Happy?) I should probably take a break from my writing or focus and put my heart and brain to it.

This is perhaps because of all the time in the world that I find now. Thanks to the Christmas season!  Not much work around. (I love December and January months!! They make life seem so colorful!) Whatever the reason is and whatever the quality of my work is, I shouldn’t be thinking much I guess, because looks like it is working… at least for one person out there! Dude, whoever you are, I think you have a great taste! So, keep it up! (But please don’t be creepy and follow me home. I’ve learnt Martial Arts as a kid, just so you know – Yellow belt!)

And… um, I dedicate this post to you :) – I know, piece of good for nothing crap with no real sense, you must be thinking, right? I couldn’t agree more. But you know like a clever man once said – “Even the most worthless things can achieve very noteworthy things!” Like a bubble cannot change the world, for obvious reasons, but it still can make a child happy. Hopefully, this post is a bubble that puts a smile on a kid’s face (or yours) across the world.

From your dear stalker
:)

PS – You should stop “admiring” me, brother… at least this way and in turn, stop me from turning into a stalker. I already have far too many bad things associated to me... And I don’t want ‘stalking’ to add up to the list. ;)